don't you just hate days...

don't you just hate days when you feel like crud and don't want to do anything? (but have this underlying feeling that you should still be doing something productive?)

I'm having one of those days... and man does it really and truly suck. I can't even kick back without feeling guilty about my studies and about not packing up more stuff, and not fixing supper on time... etc, etc, etc...

Ok... so, I'm responsible to default. Y can't I take a break and be irresponsible if only for a day? What would that feel like? What would I do or not do? My mind would go nuts at all the stuff I could get away with, but ya know what.... I'd still feel guilty. Y? because I'm an honest person and wouldn't be able to lie about being irresponsible or doing nothing. I've tried to kick back today, and it's not worked even though I'm sick. I've still sat with my biology book in my lap reading and practicing verbs from my spanish class.

I need a severe break.